Smiles' Crazy Blog

I had an interesting day yesterday, basically all the things that I thought were important, I realized aren't. Then I got in the car accident.

So how would I explain my day yesterday, it would be a whole lot of God's foot kicking my rear end. Basically, I was upset in the morning, because basically, I had decided that I hate girls. Every single one of them forever. Why, because they are stupid and don't understand anything and think they know everything. How petty is that? Then, at church, I taught. It was about community, but it made me realize, that maybe I should change my attitude. Then the sermon was about "Facing Giants," which basically means how to deal with problems that you may come across, or perhaps I missed the point. Basically, I deal with anxiety. A lot of it. I need to deal with it. My anxiety comes from interpersonal relationships, how I really don't have any because of anxiety, and how that makes me more anxious about people. I need to cope.

Then, the question of the night, because I was at church at night, was what do you adore most about God? Well really that was the question that interested me the most. The answer is his plan. That is what I admire most. How right now where I am and what I am doing is what I should be doing, but also how I chose to do it. It is amazing how this works.

Basically what I decided I do need after yesterday is a close friend, this was while I was at church. I need a close friend who is at the same stage in life as me. That being single, about 22-25 and working, maybe at school, and in my part of town.

On my way home, I though of these things which I wrote. Also, I thought about how it is neat when a cute girl looks at you and waves and seemed excited to see you and talk to you. It also helps that she is tall and athletic too.

Anyways, when I turned onto the street just down the road from my apartment, I turned into the left lane and the lady in the right lane decides to make a U-turn. And then I hit her, so that is how I almost died. But I am ok and so was she.

So I had an interesting day.