Smiles' Crazy Blog

Well, this is my first post in a week. I don't even understand why I can't hink of anythink to post anymore. I have lost my creativity. I don't know why. Perhaps I am frustrated. In fact I think that is it. I am frustrated with a lot of things. I am frustrated with girls, I have no idea what they think or why they do things. I am frustrated that I don't really have a friend that I can just hang around all the time, and have it be cool. I am frustrated with the way that I use my time. I could be so much more productive, but I am not. I am frustrated that I cannot compete in anything physical. I am frustrated that I feel like I can't get close to people at all. I am frustrated that I am scared of people. I just feel so desperate right now. I can't stand it.